enfangs: (3-1. highest existence-ii)
凸(╬ ᵒ̌▱๋ᵒ̌^) ([personal profile] enfangs) wrote2021-02-06 04:26 pm
sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . . ]

Yeah, I get that.

[just being barked at]

S'not like it's great to deal with though.

[he doesn't complain - not really. he's used to it by now, not just from white or endorsi, but even back home. but it's not like he enjoys it.]
sengokus: (♟ no matter what this world'll throw)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
[well

he can go ahead and do that and mineo will just lean on him a little? but mostly he's just having trouble keeping himself up right like a loser]


I didn't even... have a drop today.......

[until he realizes - ]

White-kun, am I...... poisoned....?
sengokus: (♟ so don't give up on;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . he looks away a little bit at that.]

... I guess.

[he probably never will.]

... I'll try to only yell if you really piss me off....

[like

today!]
sengokus: (♟ don't take yourself so seriously)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[he'll go along with it but he's just blubbering]

I didn't wanna go from poison....! [IS HE EVEN LISTENING] That's not cool at all.....!

I had so much more I wanted to do - I had to win...!!
sengokus: (♟ on my last breath;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . he just sighs as he waves a hand.]

You still shouldn't have to take it. Even if it's what you're used to. That's all I'm saying.
sengokus: (♟ for someone you never see)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Mm, well, it's.....

[he just... trails off then, mumbling..... he presses his face into white's shoulder i'm sorry - but there might be a slight sense that he's hiding]

.... don't wanna go out... meaning nothing....
sengokus: (♟ don't take yourself so seriously)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[dunno white, what do you do here - but it's probably pretty dumb. how even when white moves his hands away, mineo reaches out like he's trying to hold onto him. onto anything.

and he doesn't move his face out of white's shoulder and with his breathing it might be easy to think for a second that he's fallen asleep!

but then there's just a mumble, soft and sad:]


.... I'unno.....

S'why.... I'm here.....
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out in the dark;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
Oi, I thought I was actually being stubborn about something....!
sengokus: (♟ i will fight)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
It's not stupid to want people to be halfway decent!
sengokus: (♟ even when i'm down to)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . ]

.......... s'that something I can pick....?

[to decide his own worth for himself. even now, after he feels like he's made a decision, he has to wait so much on the judgment of others.

but he'll just shake his head even as he doesn't lift it]


.... m'being dumb. Don't.... worry 'bout it.....
sengokus: (♟ 'cause i'm not giving up)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
How's that idealistic?! Augh, expect a little more from the world!
sengokus: (♟ 'cause if one day you wake up)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-11 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[well.

he's at least just as good at recovering when drunk as he is when he's sober so he's gonna - straighten up? sort of? no. he's still holding onto white but he's lifting his head and grinning all wide and stupid]


Nahhhhh.

Never regret anything with you, White-kun. Even if I wanna punch ya sometimes but thaaaaaat's friendship!