enfangs: (3-1. highest existence-ii)
凸(╬ ᵒ̌▱๋ᵒ̌^) ([personal profile] enfangs) wrote2021-02-06 04:26 pm
sengokus: (♟ so don't give up)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
[there's just a laugh]

I don't think it's that bad.... People have to be nice to you too, right?
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
They probably mean it more than you think.

[or at least - he's assuming?]

You kind of just assume you're unpopular when I'm pretty sure it's the opposite....
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
[there's just a little bit of a laugh at that]

I know that it can come off harsh and it's not fun when it's happening but...

I think it's a lot easier to ignore people you completely hate. So if someone gives you a little grief or teases you, or even if they're harsh on you -

That's still someone showing they care. Or maybe that's just how I have to see it...

[because a lot of people are mean to him,]
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
I think we are too...

But at least here - that's the impression I get, when people tease you. I don't think anyone actually dislikes you. Takeru aside but don't take it personally, he hates everyone.
sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
[he tilts his head at that]

I mean... both things can be true, right...
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 07:14 am (UTC)(link)
... maybe...

I just think you're good the way you are - and you do have a temper. So like... you know. Both.

[he wouldn't use the word "lovely personality" because that's not in his general vocabulary but. the sentiment hopefully carries]
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . ]

Y-Yeah?

Who else would I be? I guess I'm not Molly....
sengokus: (♟ going back to the corner;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . well that manages to get him to sit up a little from where he's lounging, glancing over at white]

.... I guess it comes off that way, huh?
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . well.]

I'm going to be honest, I'm probably overthinking stuff again.
sengokus: (♟ there's nothing left)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-10 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[he snorts faintly at that but he'll get up as he explains]

.... I need to catch some murderers. People who've hurt others, and I don't know what I'll do with them after. One of them I might be so angry at that I want to kill them - I won't know until I meet them. I can't pretend the idea hasn't crossed my mind.

But you and Endorsi both - sorry - say stuff like that to me. That I'm a pushover, I'm extra tolerant, and stuff... but I think it just feels like hypocrisy. You've hurt people but...

[he wanders over to white then and offers a hand out to help him get up]

I don't know if I've decided that I don't care, or if I like you more than I can judge you.

It just feels weird sometimes to think about.
sengokus: (♟ there's nothing left)

week 4, wednesday

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
[yeah sometime after the whole harrow curse thing, and having to watch molly check his texts for a message from white..........

mineo is just gonna bump into white a little later, offering up a smile]


- hey, I think Molly might want to hear from you. Don't forget to message him just so that he knows you're thinking of him, yeah?

[DON'T GIVE REAL LOVE ADVICE FOR A CURSE YOU IMBECILE]
sengokus: (♟ in the dark and)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Oohh, nice! I didn't have to be worried about anything at all! I knew you'd be able to take care of each other.

[please stop being supportive]
sengokus: (♟ and how can i move on)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . why guilt. mineo blinks a little bit at that before just

offering up a smile]


... for as long as it lasts, I just want you both to be happy.

I don't think it needs to be more complicated than that.

[since there's, uh, no way to break the curse so far]