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[... well, thank god it's not emotionshare week yet! because fuck, white can feel his heart racing from every bit of kindness mineo gives him.
honestly. when mineo wins this race (because he has to; white refuses to accept any other possibility), gets his wish, and returns home and lives—whoever he finds one day will be incredibly lucky to have him.]
... Stubborn asshole.
honestly. when mineo wins this race (because he has to; white refuses to accept any other possibility), gets his wish, and returns home and lives—whoever he finds one day will be incredibly lucky to have him.]
... Stubborn asshole.
[anyway mineo's at the beach. of course he's at the beach. he's barely even changed out of his clothes for it, though he does look like he's finally toeing off his shoes in the sand and throwing them off by the beach chairs like he'll remember to get them later
he's stretching out as he looks across the ocean and the immediate feelings radiating off of him are a sort of nostalgia and longing, like there's a sight that he's wanted to see for a while. though he'll turn in white's direction because white is here now even if he doesn't want to be and those feelings turn immediately to a sort of immediate pleased and excited vibe, happiness instantly hitting as soon as he sees him]
Yo! White!
[he's clearly happy to see him also give me a rating coward]
he's stretching out as he looks across the ocean and the immediate feelings radiating off of him are a sort of nostalgia and longing, like there's a sight that he's wanted to see for a while. though he'll turn in white's direction because white is here now even if he doesn't want to be and those feelings turn immediately to a sort of immediate pleased and excited vibe, happiness instantly hitting as soon as he sees him]
Yo! White!
[he's clearly happy to see him also give me a rating coward]
Edited 2021-03-24 04:45 (UTC)
[i'll say 8/10 because white is also hetstuck so mineo's physical attractiveness does not factor into his big fat gay crush
white's also not dressed to go into the water, seeing as how he almost died there yesterday but anyway.
when he sees mineo, a few things happen in short order.
first, there are also a lot of warm and fuzzy feelings, especially when mineo smiles—before they just. sort of cut out, as if he's shoving them down. go away, crush.
second, mineo's feelings hit him... and he promptly feels embarrassed, as he shoves his hands into his pockets and tries to look casual, unlike this other fuckin moron around.
third, he remembers it's emotionshare time and there is KNEEJERK ALARM??]
white's also not dressed to go into the water, seeing as how he almost died there yesterday but anyway.
when he sees mineo, a few things happen in short order.
first, there are also a lot of warm and fuzzy feelings, especially when mineo smiles—before they just. sort of cut out, as if he's shoving them down. go away, crush.
second, mineo's feelings hit him... and he promptly feels embarrassed, as he shoves his hands into his pockets and tries to look casual, unlike this other fuckin moron around.
third, he remembers it's emotionshare time and there is KNEEJERK ALARM??]
[ . . . . . . wow! mineo looks - surprised at first? because that sure is an array of feelings. before he just brings the back of his hand up to his mouth to try to muffle his laughter but it's still not a mean sound. there's nothing malicious in the way he laughs, it's more that the noise is just surprised out of him, flattered and fond instantly.
he starts jogging over to white instead then, unflinching and unafraid]
You doing okay there?
[he's so gently amused.... that was cute...... white is cute....]
he starts jogging over to white instead then, unflinching and unafraid]
You doing okay there?
[he's so gently amused.... that was cute...... white is cute....]
[he just scowls. feel the vibes of indignation, mineo!!]
Shut up. I'm fine, asshole.
[once the initial burst of (suppressed) happiness of seeing mineo dies down, though, it fades back into white's general mood, which is admittedly closer to. depressed. tired and lowkey agitated and just kind of empty past it all, which are unfortunately things he can't just shove away, even if only to hide from mineo.
still, there's the buzz of fondness over being in mineo's vicinity, and the constant undercurrent of awkwardness knowing mineo is feeling all of this.]
Shut up. I'm fine, asshole.
[once the initial burst of (suppressed) happiness of seeing mineo dies down, though, it fades back into white's general mood, which is admittedly closer to. depressed. tired and lowkey agitated and just kind of empty past it all, which are unfortunately things he can't just shove away, even if only to hide from mineo.
still, there's the buzz of fondness over being in mineo's vicinity, and the constant undercurrent of awkwardness knowing mineo is feeling all of this.]
[soft.......... and a little worrying but. mineo's just going to huff out a bit of an amused breath at that, his head tilting. his own feelings are very - present. with whatever he's focused on in that moment, even if there's ultimately a constant drive to just. keep. moving.]
I had to check - and even though you got your second item, I still feel like I gotta check in to see if you're handling your indulgences okay?
[he did not forget!]
I had to check - and even though you got your second item, I still feel like I gotta check in to see if you're handling your indulgences okay?
[he did not forget!]
All right, I won't ask about your kinks.
[he just rolls his eyes and pulls up his collar again.]
Just trying to help Endorsi out in case us beating each other up isn't enough. It wasn't meant like... that. Actually, I think we both just got despair points instead of wrath...
[it was
decidedly un-sexy in intention and even more so in execution
actually he's getting mortified all over again remembering it?]
[he just rolls his eyes and pulls up his collar again.]
Just trying to help Endorsi out in case us beating each other up isn't enough. It wasn't meant like... that. Actually, I think we both just got despair points instead of wrath...
[it was
decidedly un-sexy in intention and even more so in execution
actually he's getting mortified all over again remembering it?]
It's not a kink!
[HE FLUSTERS ANYWAY
but
wow
he pauses at that. there is a very confused feeling, coupled with a feeling that can only be described as 'sure that might as well happen']
..... wow, and she didn't even want to make out with me. You're really close, huh.
[HE FLUSTERS ANYWAY
but
wow
he pauses at that. there is a very confused feeling, coupled with a feeling that can only be described as 'sure that might as well happen']
..... wow, and she didn't even want to make out with me. You're really close, huh.
[WHITE JUST
MAKES A T SHAPE WITH HIS ARMS]
Time-out! [he plops onto the sand.] I'm ending this conversation 'cause this is a friggin' minefield and there's no path in which this ends well!
[there's the neverending embarrassment, although buried underneath is confusion and under all that is something bittersweet, oddly enough.]
MAKES A T SHAPE WITH HIS ARMS]
Time-out! [he plops onto the sand.] I'm ending this conversation 'cause this is a friggin' minefield and there's no path in which this ends well!
[there's the neverending embarrassment, although buried underneath is confusion and under all that is something bittersweet, oddly enough.]
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