[he snorts faintly at that but he'll get up as he explains]

.... I need to catch some murderers. People who've hurt others, and I don't know what I'll do with them after. One of them I might be so angry at that I want to kill them - I won't know until I meet them. I can't pretend the idea hasn't crossed my mind.

But you and Endorsi both - sorry - say stuff like that to me. That I'm a pushover, I'm extra tolerant, and stuff... but I think it just feels like hypocrisy. You've hurt people but...

[he wanders over to white then and offers a hand out to help him get up]

I don't know if I've decided that I don't care, or if I like you more than I can judge you.

It just feels weird sometimes to think about.