[he shrugs a little]

I keep a lot more from you than I want to.... I know it sucks, to feel like you aren't being trusted with stuff - but a lot of what I get is actually second or third-hand.... so I'm not really allowed to share it out any further than that.

But... it's not because I don't trust you.

I still feel bad about it though - like I'm not doing right by you, the way I want to.