awkwardness is more than fine, if it can get him that kind of sincerity and - there's plenty of emotions flying around between the two of them right now, but those words manage to still hit mineo in a way that is both sincere and painful. his heart aches a little bit with an emotion that's difficult to name - a type of longing, of care, of loyalty - but his actions speak before he can quite find the words.
he tugs on white's wrist, using the hold to move him rather firmly, just close enough that mineo can wrap both of his arms around him in a hug, pulling them together as if to insist that he doesn't plan on leaving.]
... then I won't go anywhere.
[firmly, promising.
but then softly - ]
.... just - while I'm here, don't shut me out. [don't go blank, don't hold anything back] I don't... know what to do, when you try to go quiet around me. I'd rather know everything, even if it's difficult or painful, than be left in the dark.
[and that's always been the case, with the two of them]
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awkwardness is more than fine, if it can get him that kind of sincerity and - there's plenty of emotions flying around between the two of them right now, but those words manage to still hit mineo in a way that is both sincere and painful. his heart aches a little bit with an emotion that's difficult to name - a type of longing, of care, of loyalty - but his actions speak before he can quite find the words.
he tugs on white's wrist, using the hold to move him rather firmly, just close enough that mineo can wrap both of his arms around him in a hug, pulling them together as if to insist that he doesn't plan on leaving.]
... then I won't go anywhere.
[firmly, promising.
but then softly - ]
.... just - while I'm here, don't shut me out. [don't go blank, don't hold anything back] I don't... know what to do, when you try to go quiet around me. I'd rather know everything, even if it's difficult or painful, than be left in the dark.
[and that's always been the case, with the two of them]