[he's afraid. he can't not be. it's the same feeling he had, weeks ago, when he was cursed and made to live out a happiness that turned out to be false—that these things never last for long.
... then again, maybe he has nothing to fear. after all, even if he and mineo survive to the end, that'll still be it for the both of them, as dead men walking. in that regard, white already knows that this will all disappear sooner or later.
he stares down at his bowl.]
... Mm-hmm.
[a note of apology, because while he doesn't say that he would actually stand down if mineo truly asked him to, this is one area where he's more willing to ignore mineo's feelings on the matter than most.]
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... then again, maybe he has nothing to fear. after all, even if he and mineo survive to the end, that'll still be it for the both of them, as dead men walking. in that regard, white already knows that this will all disappear sooner or later.
he stares down at his bowl.]
... Mm-hmm.
[a note of apology, because while he doesn't say that he would actually stand down if mineo truly asked him to, this is one area where he's more willing to ignore mineo's feelings on the matter than most.]