[ . . . . he flusters a little bit at that, because even if he's the one who suggested it, now that he got a semi-affirmative answer it's not like he can really push aside the nerves? wow he's nervous. but he's just going to put aside his bowl like that'll buy him some time and he just mumbles a little uncertainly.]

I just - wanted to...? [so he asked.... but he's just frowning] There's only a week left here and we don't... even know what's gonna happen after...

[they had plenty of talks about how they're probably going to go back home if they get their wishes and just. they have their own stuff. they really do.]

... I still can't promise anything and it's really lame of me. I'm sorry -

[ . . . . ]

But I wanted to ask, instead of regretting it later. Is that okay?