I mean, it's either being here or being dead, you know? But at least if I'm here.... I can try to figure out how to get my life back... and -
[he seems to hesitate a little bit, taking another sip of his tea at that as he leans back against the counter and lets his gaze drift to the ceiling]
.... I keep thinking about it. If wishes aren't real - since Vira-san mentioned it. And... they have to be real because I won't accept if you don't get yours. That's just not something I'll even consider. And obviously I want mine too but...
[a little bit of a shrug]
I don't know. It might make people want to hit me but if I'm being honest... I think, even if I die tomorrow, then... this time I've gotten would be enough for me. I'd have an easier time accepting it than when I first got here.
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I mean, it's either being here or being dead, you know? But at least if I'm here.... I can try to figure out how to get my life back... and -
[he seems to hesitate a little bit, taking another sip of his tea at that as he leans back against the counter and lets his gaze drift to the ceiling]
.... I keep thinking about it. If wishes aren't real - since Vira-san mentioned it. And... they have to be real because I won't accept if you don't get yours. That's just not something I'll even consider. And obviously I want mine too but...
[a little bit of a shrug]
I don't know. It might make people want to hit me but if I'm being honest... I think, even if I die tomorrow, then... this time I've gotten would be enough for me. I'd have an easier time accepting it than when I first got here.