.... I think I'm just gonna wait on whatever Gu-san says - and take it with a grain of salt in case she's lying to him. I don't know. Interrogating, extracting confessions.... that's not what I'm good at either.
[he bites back a rude 'are you sure?' because he knows that it's his own defensiveness and irritation. he probably takes a second, sipping on his drink before he can say anything.]
.... I don't think I'm actually an idiot. I think that I have to keep things separate so I don't get stuck, or overwhelmed - but even if everyone else thinks I'm a moron, I don't.
I got used twice - back to back, even. I said 'sorry, I didn't mean to distract anybody' and then immediately did it again. Like I didn't learn anything.
I mean... I'm basically the champion of never learning from my mistakes! [he takes a chip, though he doesn't eat it just yet.] If it happens too soon after the other, you got no time to process, but if they're spaced out, you've already half-forgotten.
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It's up to you.
.... I think I'm just gonna wait on whatever Gu-san says - and take it with a grain of salt in case she's lying to him. I don't know. Interrogating, extracting confessions.... that's not what I'm good at either.
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[munches on another chip]
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Dammit.... Maybe.
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I won't look a gift horse in the mouth.
I just don't want to get reliant on it.
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.... it's cramped, to try to do any of that in nine hours.
[but there's still something unsatisfied in his tone anyway]
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.... yeah.
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Okay, what self-loathing thing are you thinking right now.
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.... it's nothing.
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... Come on, Mineo. I'm not gonna judge.
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.... I don't think I'm actually an idiot. I think that I have to keep things separate so I don't get stuck, or overwhelmed - but even if everyone else thinks I'm a moron, I don't.
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But I felt like such a fucking fool today.
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'Cause of the curse, or...?
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[and he scowls]
I got used twice - back to back, even. I said 'sorry, I didn't mean to distract anybody' and then immediately did it again. Like I didn't learn anything.
What the hell is wrong with me?
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... You're human. That's what's wrong with you.
I mean... I'm basically the champion of never learning from my mistakes! [he takes a chip, though he doesn't eat it just yet.] If it happens too soon after the other, you got no time to process, but if they're spaced out, you've already half-forgotten.
It just kinda sucks either way.
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That can't be all there is.
[he frowns]
It happened to me because they knew about my faults and shortcomings, and they exploited them. I'm tired of being the weakest link.
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You're not the weakest link. You said it yourself, right? You're not an idiot. You contribute more to investigations than the rest of us, honestly.
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..... what's the point if I'm so easy to take out.... and throw everyone else off while I'm at it?
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