[i'll say 8/10 because white is also hetstuck so mineo's physical attractiveness does not factor into his big fat gay crush
white's also not dressed to go into the water, seeing as how he almost died there yesterday but anyway.
when he sees mineo, a few things happen in short order.
first, there are also a lot of warm and fuzzy feelings, especially when mineo smiles—before they just. sort of cut out, as if he's shoving them down. go away, crush.
second, mineo's feelings hit him... and he promptly feels embarrassed, as he shoves his hands into his pockets and tries to look casual, unlike this other fuckin moron around.
third, he remembers it's emotionshare time and there is KNEEJERK ALARM??]
[ . . . . . . wow! mineo looks - surprised at first? because that sure is an array of feelings. before he just brings the back of his hand up to his mouth to try to muffle his laughter but it's still not a mean sound. there's nothing malicious in the way he laughs, it's more that the noise is just surprised out of him, flattered and fond instantly.
he starts jogging over to white instead then, unflinching and unafraid]
You doing okay there?
[he's so gently amused.... that was cute...... white is cute....]
[he just scowls. feel the vibes of indignation, mineo!!]
Shut up. I'm fine, asshole.
[once the initial burst of (suppressed) happiness of seeing mineo dies down, though, it fades back into white's general mood, which is admittedly closer to. depressed. tired and lowkey agitated and just kind of empty past it all, which are unfortunately things he can't just shove away, even if only to hide from mineo.
still, there's the buzz of fondness over being in mineo's vicinity, and the constant undercurrent of awkwardness knowing mineo is feeling all of this.]
[soft.......... and a little worrying but. mineo's just going to huff out a bit of an amused breath at that, his head tilting. his own feelings are very - present. with whatever he's focused on in that moment, even if there's ultimately a constant drive to just. keep. moving.]
I had to check - and even though you got your second item, I still feel like I gotta check in to see if you're handling your indulgences okay?
[he just rolls his eyes and pulls up his collar again.]
Just trying to help Endorsi out in case us beating each other up isn't enough. It wasn't meant like... that. Actually, I think we both just got despair points instead of wrath...
[it was
decidedly un-sexy in intention and even more so in execution
actually he's getting mortified all over again remembering it?]
well, too late to take it back now! but, uh, if cautious is a feeling, that's what mineo's getting now, as white maybe suspiciously kills off any other emotion that might creep up.]
....... is this related to the thing that Endorsi didn't want to talk to me about?! Am I going to have to force both of you into a room to explain this to me?!
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white's also not dressed to go into the water, seeing as how he almost died there yesterday but anyway.
when he sees mineo, a few things happen in short order.
first, there are also a lot of warm and fuzzy feelings, especially when mineo smiles—before they just. sort of cut out, as if he's shoving them down. go away, crush.
second, mineo's feelings hit him... and he promptly feels embarrassed, as he shoves his hands into his pockets and tries to look casual, unlike this other fuckin moron around.
third, he remembers it's emotionshare time and there is KNEEJERK ALARM??]
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he starts jogging over to white instead then, unflinching and unafraid]
You doing okay there?
[he's so gently amused.... that was cute...... white is cute....]
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Shut up. I'm fine, asshole.
[once the initial burst of (suppressed) happiness of seeing mineo dies down, though, it fades back into white's general mood, which is admittedly closer to. depressed. tired and lowkey agitated and just kind of empty past it all, which are unfortunately things he can't just shove away, even if only to hide from mineo.
still, there's the buzz of fondness over being in mineo's vicinity, and the constant undercurrent of awkwardness knowing mineo is feeling all of this.]
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I had to check - and even though you got your second item, I still feel like I gotta check in to see if you're handling your indulgences okay?
[he did not forget!]
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... though underneath the embarrassment, admittedly, the agitation and tiredness grow.]
Yeah, fine. Shi Qingxuan popped out of nowhere to fight me.
[1/2]
Did you get another hickey not from Molly?
[THE INSTANT WAY THAT HE ASKED]
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—No, my curiosity!!
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HE'S JUST IMMEDIATELY GOING TO PUNCH MINEO IN THE FACE OUT OF EMBARRASSMENT]
—It's not a hickey! Damn it, I knew people were going to think that!
[though mineo probably saw it when white moved and it sure looks like a bite on his neck]
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BUT ALSO
EYEZOOMS MORE]
Did you get bitten out of a punishment too?!
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[mineo?]
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regret
instant regret]
.......................... nothing!
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[he just rolls his eyes and pulls up his collar again.]
Just trying to help Endorsi out in case us beating each other up isn't enough. It wasn't meant like... that. Actually, I think we both just got despair points instead of wrath...
[it was
decidedly un-sexy in intention and even more so in execution
actually he's getting mortified all over again remembering it?]
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[HE FLUSTERS ANYWAY
but
wow
he pauses at that. there is a very confused feeling, coupled with a feeling that can only be described as 'sure that might as well happen']
..... wow, and she didn't even want to make out with me. You're really close, huh.
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Really? She called you a good kisser, so that's kind of surprising.
[... then the rest of what mineo says catches up and there's a burst of annoyance/embarrassment/exasperated fondness.]
Shut up! No!
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sorry he's blanking out]
She said - what? To you?
[WHAT?]
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well, too late to take it back now! but, uh, if cautious is a feeling, that's what mineo's getting now, as white maybe suspiciously kills off any other emotion that might creep up.]
... What?
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I.
You talk to her about me? About - that?
[WHETHER OR NOT HE CAN KISS????????]
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S-Stop making it sound like I asked! She's the one who randomly mentioned it!
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What were you talking about?! Why did I come up in conversation?!
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MAKES A T SHAPE WITH HIS ARMS]
Time-out! [he plops onto the sand.] I'm ending this conversation 'cause this is a friggin' minefield and there's no path in which this ends well!
[there's the neverending embarrassment, although buried underneath is confusion and under all that is something bittersweet, oddly enough.]
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oh no]
....... is this related to the thing that Endorsi didn't want to talk to me about?! Am I going to have to force both of you into a room to explain this to me?!
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CONFUSION]
What the fuck are you talking about!?
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