... Well, I already punched her a few times for it, and I don't blame anyone for being pissed off—but considering what's at stake, there's no point in putting that above what we have to do. I mean, unless they actually don't care about what happens to all of us.
It's not like we have to hug it out and be best friends with everyone.
[he had to play nice with his abuser for a hundred years. so, as far as he's concerned, no one has any excuse for not being able to handle it for a few days.]
[honestly, the matter with endorsi has rekindled some uncomfortable feelings—but in the end, they're nothing he hasn't lived with before, so he's learned to bear with it.]
... As soon as people started killing, it was always going to end up like this.
I mean, it's either being here or being dead, you know? But at least if I'm here.... I can try to figure out how to get my life back... and -
[he seems to hesitate a little bit, taking another sip of his tea at that as he leans back against the counter and lets his gaze drift to the ceiling]
.... I keep thinking about it. If wishes aren't real - since Vira-san mentioned it. And... they have to be real because I won't accept if you don't get yours. That's just not something I'll even consider. And obviously I want mine too but...
[a little bit of a shrug]
I don't know. It might make people want to hit me but if I'm being honest... I think, even if I die tomorrow, then... this time I've gotten would be enough for me. I'd have an easier time accepting it than when I first got here.
It is the end of the world - [and even though he started this fight, there's something about it that makes mineo angry] - I won't let it happen. You not getting your wish -
[he shakes his head more vehemently at that]
No way. You have to live. I won't let this be the end for you.
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Probably better off not thinking about the details, then.
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[if he's already going
but he's just sighing]
... we really missed a lot, huh...
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[white says, as he gets tea.]
Yup, we sure did. [a beat] Did you know about any of 'em? 'Sides Endori's, anyway.
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Some we guessed or theorized. I wasn't entirely surprised about others.
But I'll say that Ming Yi-san and Shi-san really threw me off.
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I was surprised by Shi too... but it sounds like she did it to save Eleanor and everyone, so that's actually less surprising.
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[he'll have his tea]
... that's true enough. [he sighs] But I guess...
Ah, well, I can't expect anyone to confess, I guess. No matter their reasons.
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Tomorrow's going to be... rough. With all the different opinions and everything. Not to mention all the bad blood.
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Endorsi told me - that she told you.
What do you think?
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It's not like we have to hug it out and be best friends with everyone.
[he had to play nice with his abuser for a hundred years. so, as far as he's concerned, no one has any excuse for not being able to handle it for a few days.]
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I guess.
[even though he also thinks that it's - annoying, to say the least. mineo has many warring loyalties, even when he tried to keep his trust limited.]
I know that we have to focus but - everything feels so tense now.
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... As soon as people started killing, it was always going to end up like this.
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... I know that I've got blood on my hands too but -
Everything really does feel so complicated.
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Not like it ever felt simple in the first place.
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Kinda funny -
Weren't we saying this weeks ago? When we first got here? I feel like... it's just gotten worse.
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... Do you regret coming here?
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No.
[ . . . ]
I mean, it's either being here or being dead, you know? But at least if I'm here.... I can try to figure out how to get my life back... and -
[he seems to hesitate a little bit, taking another sip of his tea at that as he leans back against the counter and lets his gaze drift to the ceiling]
.... I keep thinking about it. If wishes aren't real - since Vira-san mentioned it. And... they have to be real because I won't accept if you don't get yours. That's just not something I'll even consider. And obviously I want mine too but...
[a little bit of a shrug]
I don't know. It might make people want to hit me but if I'm being honest... I think, even if I die tomorrow, then... this time I've gotten would be enough for me. I'd have an easier time accepting it than when I first got here.
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yeah, he smacks mineo. not that hard, especially since mineo is holding his tea, but.]
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It's just the truth! It's not like I'm giving up - I'm gonna fight with all I've got!
But I'm just saying....!
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Of course, I'll fight for my wish, but it's not the end of the world if I don't get it.
[he'd already lived far past when he should've died. not a lot of people would consider his death a tragedy.]
You not getting yours is what I won't accept.
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[he shakes his head more vehemently at that]
No way. You have to live. I won't let this be the end for you.
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