enfangs: (1-13. prelude-xi)
凸(╬ ᵒ̌▱๋ᵒ̌^) ([personal profile] enfangs) wrote2021-02-06 04:02 pm
maelstroms: sᴋʏᴄᴏʟᴏʀᴇᴅ + ᴍᴀɴɢ_ᴍᴜ_ᴡ ∗ ᴘʟs ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ (074.)

[personal profile] maelstroms 2021-03-01 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes it is.

[ He watches him, for a beat. Then, Ming Yi adds, as he looks forward again: ]

Sometimes it's the only thing that keeps you from succumbing to your miserable existence, but then you're left wondering what the hell you do afterwards, when the source is gone.
maelstroms: sᴋʏᴄᴏʟᴏʀᴇᴅ + ??? ∗ ᴘʟs ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ (059.)

[personal profile] maelstroms 2021-03-01 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ He turns that over before he answers. ]

There was a period, during all of this, that I was imprisoned for two years. It's why my stomach is "messed up." At the end of it, I saw him - like he'd come to check and make sure that what he'd done had worked. I died not long after, but that resentment, that anger, kept me from passing on.

It took a while for me to be able to do anything with it.