mineo.

[enfangs]

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[sengokus]

[no bitch he's realizing he's more gay than anticipated

DON'T TURN THIS AROUND ON HIM]

F-Fine....!!

[enfangs]

[can't help you there!

he turns his head to the side so that he can snicker.]

What are you getting embarrassed for?

[wow, it's nice not to be the flustered one here (though that's mainly because in his amusement, he's temporarily forgotten about the hand-holding).]

[sengokus]

[WHY DID THEY JUST SWAP WHO GOT FLUSTERED he's not letting go of white's hand but he is trying to cover his face with his hand]

I'm not embarrassed! [he is]

There's nothing to be embarrassed about...!! It's better if we talked about it, you know?! I'm realizing I said some pretty weird things to you....

[enfangs]

[...

oh. well, now white's back to feeling awkward as he remembers that yeah, mineo SURE SAID A LOT OF THINGS THAT WERE KILLING HIM INSIDE.]

Don't remind me!

[he might not have ever planned on telling mineo, let alone expected anything to come out of it, but there is still something horrendous about your crush cluelessly telling you for your own good to go after other people?? and then also naming specific people???]

[sengokus]

How was I supposed to know....?!

[HE FEELS BAD ABOUT IT NOW BUT HIS TSUNDERE IS VERY RUSTY HOW WAS HE SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHITE WAS INTO HIM

idk everyone else realized but]

Would it - make it weirder if—

[




Hmmmmmmm.

HMMMMMMM HE'S TURNING MORE RED HOW DOES HE TAKE BACK THE FIRST PART OF A SENTENCE]

[enfangs]

[?????????

HE'S NOT A MIND READER, HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE REST OF THAT SENTENCE WAS GONNA BE, MINEO]

[1/4??? i think]

[sengokus]

[that's for the best because mineo looks like he's about to have a fucking aneurysm he's so embarrassed]

[sengokus]

[he covers his face with his free hand as his brain cooks over in embarrassment he already didn't look like he was in good shape today and now it's just getting worse]

If.....

[sengokus]

[darkly]

Isn't that too much? Is it weird? I feel like it could be weird. Should I even ask? I don't want to make him feel awkward.

[sengokus]

[BREATHES IN AND - ]

If you still needed to kiss for indulgence or whatever!!

[oh my god]

But I know it could be a bad idea and just make things more complicated but I already started the sentence and now I can't stop!!

[1/3]

[enfangs]

[white's about to tell him to stop thinking if he's frying his brain but










OH. OH. well, if the forehead kiss flustered white, this is DEFINITELY making him turn red aaaaaaaaaaaah]

[enfangs]

[so he does what any self-respecting tsun would do

AND SHOVES MINEO AWAY]

Y-You— [and then he remembers they're in a public space and he does not want to attract attention] —idiot!

[enfangs]

[after which he covers his face with his hand as if this will hide how flustered he is and as if mineo?? doesn't already know????]

W-Whatever! I can separate my feelings from the job and stuff, but—do whatever you want! Shit, now you're rubbing off onto me!

[NOW HE CAN'T STOP HIS SENTENCE!! AND THAT WAS MAYBE INCREDIBLY UNCONVINCING although white is fairly confident that, like, it won't suddenly cause everything to spiral out of control, given that he's not going to decide that never mind, he doesn't respect mineo's non-answer after all! (if anything, the more likely outcome is mineo deciding that yeah, he's really not into this, gonna reject him on the spot now?)

but there is no way not to respond to this awkwardly aaaaaaaaah]

[sengokus]

[oh my god.]

We're not having this conversation here.

[he is just. going to plant his hands on white's shoulders and steer him out of the kitchen because this is literally the worst place to talk about possible kissing or not kissing

he's probably steering white to his room?? yea. endorsi and mahito are hopefully not home it's fine.]

[enfangs]

[imagine if endorsi and mahito were flucking in the room right now

but white will follow mineo out of the kitchen because. yeah. hm.]

[sengokus]

[STOP!!!! it's fine mineo's just gonna head in, look around, and then he gets the loft!! it's nice. so that means they're headed up the stairs into mineo's room. gonna be honest it's surprisingly neat because he barely spends time there but also he didn't make the bed this morning.

and there's probably snackies]

Ah, make yourself at home...

[enfangs]

[white is the last person to judge about someone not making their bed, given how messy he is, so. he sits on the edge of the couch with the confidence of someone who treats other people's rooms like they are, in fact, his now.]

[sengokus]

[mineo approaches

and then realizes]

.... I don't know how to start this conversation again.

[THIS IS SO STUPID]

[enfangs]

Don't look at me! You started this!

[THIS IS TERRIBLE]

[sengokus]

It felt like a fair question to ask....!!

[and now he looks like he wants to whine about it]

I mean - it's not like... other people don't just... kiss whoever they want to here...

[which he turns more red at? phew.]

I don't really want... your feelings to get in your way or anything...

[enfangs]

[he rolls his eyes at mineo turning red over the thought of people kissing, except he's a hypocrite because he's also still red.]

I can pretend they don't exist. Whatever.

[sengokus]

[ . . . . ]

Um. That's fine. I don't think... anyone really has room to be jealous over much here, even though I know that's... hard....

[ . . . . . . . . . . wow he needs to figure out what to say]

But if... you do need... uh. [wow!!!] .... I wish I could ask more sweetly than this?! This is such a lame way to ask!

[mineo,]

[enfangs]

[white shrugs, hands held out and palms facing upwards.]

You're lame. I'd be concerned if you suddenly started acting smooth.

[is white deflecting from the fact that he's not exactly helping right now because he also doesn't know how to discuss this? maybe.]

[sengokus]

I can be smooth!!

[WHINING ABOUT IT ISN'T EXACTLY CONVINCING but.... he just frowns as he. also goes to sit on the couch after a second. he tries to clear his head enough to talk about this because it feels important!]

.... do you - want to?

[a beat]

Dating's still off the table - I think that's the case for anybody here who wants to win... and if I were dating somebody, I'd want to be way more serious and sincere about it. I - I'd just want to try harder, and you deserve better than any of these stupid non-answers that I'm stuck giving.

[he wants to acknowledge that, because it's true. white deserves better than this. mineo wishes he could give something better than this, but that's just now how things are set up to work.]

.... but if there's something you want from me, and it could still help you win - I want to give it.

[enfangs]

[you deserve better, mineo says, and white is unfortunately reminded of why he has these dokis for this moron in the first place.]

Sap.

[he has to say it, if mostly to calm his nerves with the familiar.

he runs a hand through his hair, staring at some point on the floor instead of mineo.]

... I should be asking you that.

[if he wants to.

white's the one with a crush here, after all. seems to him that mineo has less to get out of this, and white doesn't want him to feel like he owes white something.]